Thursday, April 22, 2010

Note to self

When you skip a strength training day and decide to track it on to your jogging day do not by any means chose to do legs or buns workout and expect to actually have your leg cooperate with a jog. Next time do your strength training on the right day or do arms/abs if you need to combine one day. Otherwise, just skip it man because today? Today sucked ass. I am sure it doesn't help that my lungs are congested which makes breathing hard but then your legs were already not very happy with you during your bun workout did you really think they were going to play nice when you made them JOG UP A FRACKING HILL?? And OMG I am SO hungry! It is not fair! I want more food!! I am already eating 3 times as much food as I did before I began this program and well the weight I have gained just proves it. Ps totally up another 1.5lbs for a total of 122lbs at weigh in today. The fact that my pants all still fit the same (except that one damn dress) must mean that the 6.5lbs is muscle weight but when am I going to start seeing that muscle? Right now all I still see is the fat & flab. I am going to give this until June 1 and if I don't see visible, measurable results I may just have to get drastic up in here.

See this is what happens when I blog at night and don't get to finish. I have no idea what else I was going to write about. I am pretty sure it had something to do with Pixie or maybe the other kids.

I did get a very surprising and most awesome phone call last night. My oldest, Ethan, called just to chat. He sounded so happy, a vast improvement from the last few times we have talked. We chatted for about 1.5 hrs about silly things. It was perfect. I can't even begin to explain how happy I was, giddy even, to be having just a laid back giggly conversation with him. The last few times have been such downers that I haven't anted to call him. Now I just can't wait for him to come back home :D


  1. I wish that my problem was only toning and gaining weight! *lol* My problem is that I AM losing weight, but you can't tell yet because I'm so far gone...that gets frustrating also.

  2. I wasn't really expecting to gain weight, especially since it feels like I am burning through what food I eat very quickly so I can only assume it's muscle mass and since that is increasing I am obviously going to burn my food faster.

    I guess in either direction it's frustrating when you don't see results quickly. I have always heard the 4-6 week rule but maybe I am missing something as this is I believe week 7 or 8 and I still dont SEE any changes.

    And now I am going to go try out a new Jillian Micheal's work out weeeeee